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Find the Light

by In Living Memory

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Phantom of Angel 04:19
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What’s the difference anyway? We pick and choose the games we play I’m stuck here faced with another day Lost inside my rotten, broken brain Laying down and the world starts spinning around And it feels like I’m falling faster Now I’m a phantom my veins are as cold as ice My soul lost what it was after There’s no need to fix this tragedy I can’t find the reasons left to change Something tells me that I won’t elevate Chopping holes in my favorite hide-away I don’t care what the people say I’ve got my mind made up I’m going nowhere anyway I drink so I die faster Cus’ I’ve lost the battle But I won the war I don’t need this anymore I can’t remember what the fight was for Some things just seem to never change Living life as a ghost from yesterday Now I’m watching the clock as it turns to dust And the room starts to rotate faster Now I’m a riddler enclosed in my fuzzy brain As the house starts to fill with laughter lost the battle…. But I won the war I don’t need this anymore I can’t remember what the fight was for Something inside of me is flawed Inside with all the spiders Something inside of me is fucked This potion fills my desire Its time to bring myself back from the edge Bring myself back from the edge Or this will be the bitter end It’s time to change.
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Take it or Leave it 03:27
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They come through the shadows and attack through the trees I’m left abandoned, begging down on my knees I search for truth but the only thing I have found I’m running in circles and I’ll never get out Cotton the abrasions Take the weight off my feet Drink from the river Inhale and release The world is a different place now Something’s after me I’m so far from home Alone I have no reason to deny what I've seen All that seems empty now lives inside me Where to go? 1,2,3 Please... Find me a person who will trust what I say I’m just a traveler with a lot in my way You asked for the story, but you keep a closed mind Take it or leave it, it’s yours to decide I need to focus on the ground underneath And drown out the voices that terrorize me I’m learning the difference in a child vs. man The weight of composure as you walk through quicksand Someone might save me so I raise up my voice Design a new shelter to escape from the noise And I’ll wait here for something to change (x3) And I’ll wait here for something I think I get it now, I’m another story to be told Another worthless clown There’s not another reason to cold another day in this countdown Please, give me a person who will trust what I say I’m just a traveler with alot in my way You asked for the story, but you keep a closed mind Take it or leave it, it’s yours to decide 1,2,3 Please... Find me a person who will trust what I say I’m just a traveler with a lot in my way You asked for the story, but you keep a closed mind Take it or leave it, it’s yours to decide
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Rain 04:25
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Well, can you help me mister? I need a remedy I have such great intentions But the world won’t let me breathe He says don’t lose direction Just grow courageously The things we start to question Won’t give us what we need It’s time to kill caffeine So give me chemicals So I can finally relate To the corporate tragedy That makes me feel like I’ve been erased I’m killing everyone And every thing in my way This life is meaningful I’ll do whatever it takes To find the antidote That puts a smile back on my face Supporting anyone and everyone in the chase Do you really want to fix your head? Then it might be good for you To listen to what I say So then I started wishing For all that I’d been missing I couldn’t run from the voice in my brain Leading the way through the tears to the focal point That knows no peace.. I think they lied to me… So give me chemicals So I can finally relate To the corporate tragedy That makes me feel like I’ve been erased I’m killing everyone And every thing in my way Rain, rain please go away Come again another day Cus’ I don’t need you to bring me down Rain, rain please go away Come again another day Cus’ I don’t need this shit right now Waste someone else’s time… So give me chemicals So I can finally relate To the corporate tragedy That makes me feel like I’ve been erased I’m killing everyone And every thing in my way
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Peacemaker 02:05
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Lies to Myself 03:33
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Could it be that the brain draws a thin line Between our fears and the things that could set us free? I’ve found it true to get lost wasting my time Fighting wars with the voices that torture me I tried to warn you, but my screams get lost in the crowd (Where have you gone?) I tried to inform you but your walls were to strong to bring down (Gone for too long) Lost... I stood in the fire with no way out Exposed... I traded desire for thoughts of doubt Alone…. I blamed my exposure on everyone else The lies to myself led the way I believe that the cure to our suffering Is achieved when we finally stop wandering What was I to do? Change my longitude I was losing my entire sense of latitude Repetitions old, I was miserable Burning bridges trying to find a place to hide I would dream of my name under the lights on the billboard sign Long days and longer nights, my love... For this was fading away Lost... I stood in the fire with no way out Exposed... I traded desire for thoughts of doubt Alone…. I blamed my exposure on everyone else The lies to myself led the way I believe that the cure to our suffering Is achieved when we finally stop wandering Who do you fear? There’s no one else who can touch us here Who do you fear? There’s no one else who can touch us Who do you fear? There’s no one else who can touch us here Who do you fear? There’s no one else who can touch us my dear
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Endlessly 03:54
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If you feel scared I’ll turn my light on for you If you feel cold I’ll wrap myself around you If you get lost I’ll draw a map for you now If you feel hopeless I’ll build a land for us to Settle under a perfect sunset The greatest home in history Communicate through our own language Translation, you and me And when it storms outside our window You’ll be safe here next to me You’ll never wonder how deep my love goes I’ll show you endlessly When times get tough I’ll find the strength to move on I won’t give up I’ve dreamt of you for so long Please don’t feel nervous I’ll never leave you alone My only purpose Is to stand by you as we grow old Settle under a perfect sunset The greatest home in history Communicate through our own language Translation, you and me And when it storms outside our window You’ll be safe here next to me You’l never wonder how deep my love goes I’ll show you endlessly Everything I’ve ever wanted is happening Everything I’ve ever dreamt for is here Everything I’ve ever needed is happening You’re everything I’ve ever dreamt of my dear If you feel lost I’ll turn my light on for you If you feel cold I’ll wrap myself around you…...
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Hand Stand Chicken 03:57
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Tides of Change 03:05
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I’ve been waiting For a place to call my own For the way to lay the road by our hands Tried to follow the map Then I found the map wasn’t meant for me Gotta go your own way Cus’ all our dreams are out of phase here We are frozen Power stolen So, let’s find a way to escape Elevate We have chosen To be open while we still can Tides are changing By the motion Of the current Lines are fading Washed away by the waves Cus’ all our dreams are out of phase here We are frozen Power stolen So, let’s find a way to escape Elevate We have chosen To be open while we still can
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Find the Light 04:25
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Take care my friends I hope you found peace The kind I cannot lend An inner release Keep your body happy Keep in touch with your dreams Don’t stray from the path that swallows your feet On the coldest winter nights I hope you find the light A glow that keeps you restful Stressless, a motive to ease your mind It’s time we paint the skies the colors of our lives Leave this world inventive, attentive, a playground so divine Today this could end This life we conceal Put your worries at rest Let each moment feel real Don’t cradle your heart Use the touch of your hand We could tear things apart Let's build a new land I’ve been spinning ‘round and ‘round Trying to find the ground Trying to find a way to cope with this I’ve been searching up and down Trying to turn around everything that stopping me On the coldest winter nights I hope you find the light A glow that keeps you restful Stressless, a motive to ease your mind It’s time we paint the skies the colors of our lives Leave this world inventive, attentive, a playground so divine We will find new life One day We will find our way And fly away x2 Don’t change me Don’t break me Don’t cut me Don’t bring me down Don’t judge me Don’t corner me Just love me Please don’t drag me down x2

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This is the sophomore album from In Living Memory.

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released July 20, 2017

Adam Bartling, Andrea Bartling, Jesse Tafolla

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In Living Memory River Falls, Wisconsin

Influenced by growing up in the 90's, In Living Memory is the child of the alternative era. With Role models such as Matchbox 20, Candlebox, Nirvana, Bush, Slipknot, Korn, and more, ILM is a modern day gem. Adam is all about mixing catchy synths with post-rock and and acoustic guitar licks. It's all backed by semi-complex drum patterns, and finalized with grungy vocals. ... more

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